Everything is ok

For those o you that saw my now deleted previous post- no worries, everything is ok. Neither Beni nor I are in danger of anything. I am simply, continually learning how to deal with my internal demons which all come up around my weight and self-image. The only reason I worry for Beni, is because I would never want to pass on any of my issues to her. So, sorry if I alarmed anyone- everything is fine.