Is it allowed?

Is one allowed to abandon a blog for 18 months, and then just return and pick up like it never happened?

Well, I might just do it.

I'm feeling productive.  As in, I feel like producing.

Sometimes I wonder what stands between me and the things I do, compared to other people and the things they do.

I hear people say things about how they do stuff because they are compelled to do it, or just can't not do it.  I'm trying to think of anything that could possibly be that way for me. I can not write, I can not read, I can not watch TV, I can not knit or crochet, I can not do yoga, I can not exercise, I can not cook.  I can pretty much not do a lot of stuff.  I can not do anything.

So, what's the difference between me and them? Is it something in my head? In my composition? In theirs?

I love doing all those things, and now and then I'll do any or all of them.  I've been drawn back to this here writing thing just now. But...

Well, let's see if it lasts.